How i wish one day we can have a conversation without quarrelling.
A place when we can just sit down and enjoy a meal together.
A time when i can think about you but not with negative images coming out.
A day when i can remember and not regret.
A thing which i can do and not faulter.
A word i can say and not ignite.

Its impossible.. Everything with you just isn't smooth sailing. My impression of you and your misconception about me is just getting worst. You treat him better than me. Priviliges go mostly to him not me. Love and care are showered mostly on him. Money wont work on me. i rather love not be shown this way. I can't go soft but i got to be gentle. I can't be fierce but i got to guide. What the hell is wrong man. I want to find the root of the problem but every alternative seems to be sealed. Lets just stop it, try to know how i feel... what i want... Nothing materialistic is wanted. Just want something close to the heart. Just want to say sorry. But when will i have the opportunity. Sometimes you wont even want to look me in the face. You always thing i am angry and grumpy but you never know how i feel deep down inside. I try not to argue, you say i am angry, I reply and we quarrel. Damn it man it sucks. It really does.