LeonJiN, I just can't drive it away.. says:

let me struggle

let me fight

let me run wildly just to stay where i am

there is no progress

i evolve only to stay where i was

and where i was is where i am now

Ever been in that very situation when everything seems to be against your choices, options and emotions? Rotting in despair and using only fear as your source of motivation? Being weak, unable to face up to it, time and time again it continues to haunt you. It tortures your mind, body and soul. The volumes of emotions rip the flesh out of you. This disgusting feeling slowly brings you back to reality to know just how powerless you really are. Am i like that? You wonder aimlessly in to a maze in your mind... An endless one. With no destination, where do you aim to proceed to? The monotonous heartbeats, pumping cold blood through your stale veins. You feel no pain because the very word "pain" is practically a sensation that numbs you to your bones. You feel anger, but you do not have the strength to release it through actions. You feel sadness but your eyes no longer shed tears. How do you release it? Nothing you do can salvage the very desperate situation you are in. Escape? How? Ponder? How? Where do you start, how would you end. You run out of solutions and the number of problems keep increasing. Till the end, you only ask yourself one question.... Who do You trust in? At the very end only You can do it. Plan and execute. Two simple actions. But it sucks the soul out of your tired body.