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Thursday, July 09, 2009
Untitled  Listening to music, walking to and fro from school, doing homework going on to revisions. So sick of all this routine-ed life thing. When after all i am going through now keeps repeating, i kinda find it needless and boring. I am not "emo" and stuff but it is just like "sian" or bored to tears. Not because i ran out of things to do but because it is just the same old stuff to do.And worst of all i am not that kind of "Mr perfect" person. My jokes are not really appreciated.(corny jokes) I am not flexible enough, and negative thoughts are starting to feel in. Some how i start to lose interest in what i do and what i say and people seem to find me irritating to be around them. Everything seems to have been on the rocks. Trying to salvage the situation does help but solving the problem is only momentary. It can't last long. Well worst of all i kinda think i am regularly being mistaken and misunderstood for the actions that i carry out and the words that i speak. It just sucks flat. Now even going to class is boring, i sit with people around me who mingles among themselves. Yup there is Jia Ying and Queenie but we don't really chat much. Every time i hear the group of boys laughter, i turn back to see what is happening. But the laughter dies down. All i do is sit there, chew gum and watch the teacher conduct their lessons.. Occasionally i take a nap and when i wake up i feel lethargic AGAIN. Boring lessons, boring place, left out feeling IT SUCKS BIG TIME!!! there is no up and down everything is monotonous. School becomes meaningless because i go there just to make sure i understand what i am learning and what i have to learn, other then that the chatting time with friends are so little. It kinda feels weird that my life is starting to become more and more boring. Revisions are becoming more meaningless, my friends are accelerating WAY faster then me, Everything seems competitive. Ah fuck it, hate myself for not being able to catch up. BOLDEDGUY signing off. screw it
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